Troubled

This has indeed been a beleaguered year since it began. I don't know about this whole business. It sure sucks and i can feel the gloom and doom enveloping me once again. I know this feeling before. It was back in year 2 not too long ago. I was floundering and endlessly lost at a crossroad with no signs, no Samaritans to help, no nothing.

It is quite like standing in a busy intersection when you suddenly find yourself physically trapped in a time warp where time slows down to a crawl. And the rest of the world trundles by with nary a care in the world. And because of the large relative disparity in the rate of passage of time, it is one nightmare of a kaleidoscopic experience with bold strokes of swirls and blurs.

This sense of comprehension soon went on to develop into a full bloom pandemic of paranoia. I am deigned to seek counsel in this personal moment of distress but even if i could set pride and ego aside, who could i seek?

I hope i see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.

P.S. I sure hope that beam of light isn't that of an incoming train though.