whatever.nothing.fine.youalways.younever.

maybe it was a mistake when i thought i should at least call you to find out what was going on. I should perhaps cut myself completely off from the I'm-still-accountable-to-you-and-i'm-concerned-about-how-you-feel mentality. Tyler was right. I don't owe you anything and I am NOT obligated in any sense of the word.

It annoys me to think that you are digging at the fact that i am spending time and money. You, out of so many people ,had to be the one to berate me for spending. Ironically, have you had ever thought of this whenever you asked me for money?

DONT ever call my friends by any unflattering adjectives. This is between you and me. You're unhappy, you can call me whatever things you like. Frankly, it is not as if it matters anymore. It used to. I was a sensitive person who jumped at words that I interpret to have even the slightest sniff of offence. No longer. You had no idea how you changed that. The words you say, the terms you used. I have plainly become accustomed to it. In a way, I'm thankful to you.

I have never once forgot that you remarked that you hate my family and friends. I dislike to be in in-you-face which you so very are but let it be known now that it displeases me immensely to hear you speak of any of my friends in an unflattering light.  

If it so pleases you to tell all your friends about me and let them diss me for my purportedly empty promises (in your eyes), go ahead. As if they knew what was really going on. 

If you had knew what was really going on, we wouldn't have ended up like this.

Oh well, it doesn't matter anymore.