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When i see a drop of rain fall towards the ground, i see not of a particle comprising of water molecules falling at the acceleration of g. As i gaze overhead at a brillant streak of lightning, i see not of a mere display of static electricity in demonstration. I see the world not in the scientific sense. Is it a tragedy that i, one who visualise everything around me as a surreal world of absymal logic, am going to pursue higher learning in a discipline that is detached from my inner leanings.

Did i make a wrong move initially?

A brief exchange of thoughts that eventually culminated in a erstwhile simple decision to seek the Embrace of Science. I sought out Science as my religion, my philosophy...my everything. Now as i continue my wretched worship, my soul writhe in agony. The calling that beckons me from within is growing stronger by the day. I am an individual whose mental faculty is in utter disarray.

Return thyself... What do you seek?

I know what I know not.

I seek what i seek not?

I receive what I not ask?