It's been such a long time since i felt like not blogging at all... Once again, i'm feeling pensive. Darn, i just want to sit alone on a grassy patch, facing Marina Bay. Around me, a gentle breeze courses through the cool night air and caresses my face softly. Yeah, maybe the first place i would go in my dad's car when i get my licence is that place. To be really alone by myself for the first time.
I also discovered that i acquired an obsession for monetary gains as of late. I would keep daydreaming of a particular rich fella accidentally depositing a lot of money in my bank account or i strike lottery big time. Once that happens, i would think of what i'm gonna do with that money and suddenly i feel ashamed at myself for fantasising about getting things without putting in any effort. It's wrong...
Hope Urong san is doing well over there in Babina, India. Almost two weeks have passed since your departure. I sincerely wish that you would be able to join us for the chalet.
*prays
I have yet to decide on whether to matriculate early in April following the abrupt decision to allow an early intake in NUS/NTU on Tuesday. For so long, the lure and promise of a super long break was the primary push for me in Mt Barebones. It was almost like El Dorado. Now that my break is to be shortened, i'm more annoyed than elated if i were to be truthful.
If i were to singlemindedly focus on pragmatism, I will worry that my premature admission in April will leave me floundering. After all, i have yet to ease myself back into academia mentally. I would probably end up looking dazed and disorientated in class.
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