Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon(otonous) day

sigh... :< Monday blues again.... My mood always go way down on Sunday evening because the dreaded time will come for me to book in again.. Despite the improved book in timing of 2300 hrs, book in still sucks... At this point in time i'd like to chastise myself-around a year ago this time, i was praying that i can quickly enter NS and leave A levels behind in the dust, away from tutorials, away from lectures and away from homework and stress... What a fool i was! It was literally leaping straight from the frying pan to the charcoal stove... ouch*

Haha but then again, this week is exceptional, the bigshots are all away from Mt Barebones on exercise. So i'm like basically idling around. Did i say i am laying out the safari bed in preparation of the royal slumber? lolx!

But back to the earlier paragraph again... i don't really understand why i dread book in so much though. It is an automatic response-you don't really know why your knee jerks when you tap it lightly do you? For the record, i don't do pt, i don't have standbybed, sit in the office all day long, surf internet all day long, read the newspaper or books all day long to pass time and my working hours are from 8 to 5 5dww... Sounds great? yeah, even i'm convinced now. Maybe it's because NS made me value home greatly. Such that i miss home chronically and besides i like to have the freedom to flock from one area to another, basically an outdoor person.

Well, what to do? countdown in agony for the final release then! 1 year and 2 months to go...yawn* switch of lights* @ 9.55am lolX......

Just discovered that internet options is hihgly restricted in Mt Barebones. No downloads, no uploading of photos in blogger.com/start and html editing of posts. That's frustrating...

1 comment:

urong1986 said...

who like to book in?
it is normal to feel this way...